Nothing has changed with Colin.
I try and try and try to make things good.
And I try to think of why I'm feeling like this.
I can't come up with anything.
I don't know what to do.
I'm not happy when I'm not around him.
I don't know if it's worth it.
I want to be as happy as I was in November.
Or even before he asked me out, when it was all dangerous and thrilling cause I had another boyfriend at the time, and I want to re-fall in love with him.
Fuck.
Panda, you're not in love with him.
ReplyDeleteYou're in love with the idea of him. :[
You know why I didn't break up with Taylor? Because there was this memory I had, of us being in love. And when the love faded, the memory didn't.
But one day I realized that it isn't the same, and one day I finally found my true love.
I think there's someone else meant for you, love... but, I won't try to influence you.
<3